julian casablancas this sunday. pick up vespa saturday. find out if i'm promoted this week as well. had a wonderful birthday, and a lot of feelings and fears were answered; i love you. the city was beautiful, and her apartment just what i expected. my kittens are getting big. fabulous book of poetry as well, very nice. death be not proud, i will not live it down. i could stay up and speak all night to you. i hope you realize the true depth of what i say. but i know you do. so let it be, christian. still going strong, i am beating you everyday. i will not give up my happiness any longer to conform to society's notion of "living."
