ugh

tired. sleep deprived. mixed with sleep paralysis. beautiful concoction. it happens nightly. frozen; left in the open. this usually causes myself to receive no more than 2-3 hours of sleep a night. so when i say i enjoy sleeping as much as possible, oh boy, do i mean it. so, reading up on this fucking gem, ive come to realize im either possessed by the devil, or something is genuinely wrong with me. lets hope my first option, i'll add it to the bag of other demons i fight on the daily.
peep the new julian casablancas song with dangermouse/sparklehorse. pretty cool.

soooo

i rarely go on here. i work too much, and when im off i prefer sleeping, reading, or buying records to really convey any spirit into this. i think maybe one person reads this, haha. so let's see:
- the kills and the horrors this friday at neumo's. wicked.
- im going home soon to see my family, the girl i love, and witness my grandmother turn 80.
- not too thrilled that flight of the conchords is soldout all three nights in seattle.
- my iphone is still broken, but i can text still.
- i find out if im promoted in a week.
- college courses start back up for me. im genuinely thrilled.
- ive mellowed out a lot when it comes to expressing how i feel and being too overdramatic about said emotions. if things pan out, lovely. if not; "while i continue to toil through this..waking life." ha.
- 1. im getting better at saving my money. 2. i have enough vacation time to leave for a few weeks. 1+2= belgium. by myself. sure. im thrilled.
- its getting sunnier. huzzah.

i guess thats all thats really going on for now.